I Will Always Remember This, Artist Vs Poet.

I find it strange how one band can do so much for a person without knowing it. Artist Vs Poet is that band for me. I discovered AVP back in January or December. Someone asked me to check out their cover of Mean and the first time I watched the video, I was hooked. I began listening to their covers and songs on the daily. Now, as cliche as it may be, I do have to say AVP did help me. They didn’t exactly save my life, but in a sense, the assisted in the process of me deciding to stay. The day I overdosed on purpose, I was blasting Wasn’t Worth It and Doin Alright to block out my mom knocking on the door, attempting to get me to go to the hospital. While I was sitting in my room, I broke down after realizing what would happen if I didn’t make it through the day. If I had succeeded in committing suicide. I began thinking about my career, all the bands I have yet to see live, my future family. I began thinking about these after having the thought of seeing AVP live. I realized that if I didn’t go to the hospital and something really happened to me, I wouldn’t be able to see Artist Vs Poet live and this upset me beyond belief. I broke down and gave into my moms pleads of going to the hospital. I don’t know if I would be here or not if it weren’t for AVP. The day I meet Joe, Jason, or Dylan will be one of the best days of my life. Yeah, I’ll act cool in front of them, but inside, I’ll be secretly fangirling. I’ll be screaming and crying on the inside because of how happy I am. Happy that I’ll be able to thank them in person for everything. Thank them for sticking together. Thank them for not giving up, despite everything that’s happened. Thank them for making music. Thank them for caring. Thank them for noticing me when I was getting ready to give up. Thank them for practically saving my life. Just thank them for everything. For being there in a sense, when others weren’t. And thats why I hope to thank them all in person some day. Joe, Dylan and Jason, since the time to thank you in person isn’t here yet, thanking you on here will work…so thank you.

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